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sticking with this fml

dumpster fire and enjoyment. also disruption of everything unsustainable have barely changed the world increases paranoia : transness . everyone hates us , masquerading as online "feminists" (us as in because if they don't let trans women then they won't ever let the rest of us live) it's hard because i don't want to be seen . online will never be real life but i don't have the dexterity to commit to real life . coward once more . saying you never change is just self affirming because it doesn't do anything . circle jerk .

dumpster fire re. reading pannchoa it's like marinating in the worst of humanity . disgusting people laughing at those more disgusting than themselves . absolutely no sincerity or sincerity being shot down . allistic heaven . body is breaking down . will die quickly anyways . skin richness is for undepressed jesters . still trying . probably the most man thing is lack of care . which is , disgusting . overwhelmed by paranoia again . overwhelmed by choice paralysis . overwhelmed by everything .

cycle repeats but

now i ' m making myself freak out because of the

gaps situated in the middle of these . strung sentences

fuck fuck fuck fuck everything